To me writting a blog is really not neccessary and wasting time; I WAS.
To me writting a blog is really a neccessary and fill up time; I AM.



lolz................................


[Revive after self-destructed]


Eversince i came to singapore i lost my strength in everysingle thing. This guy told me im living in my own world and i cannot accept the fact of starting my new life from lowest ground in this foreign country. May be i was angry with myself, i cant help myself, people reaching out their hands but i refused. my ego and arrogant was once took over me. this is not good. *rub~rub~*

I met couple of friend in singapore, they are just sweet and helpful. i really appreciate to have them when i am all alone. supports are given, advises have had given, and the most precious thing is Shelter provided meanwhile this family cares and loves everywhere. i cant deny that i lurrve this family.i would never want to leave and i would like to pay an ever biggest thanks to them. I MEAN IT!!!! *cross my heart*

Meanwhile, i also see the realistic of humans and the nasty side of an angel. perhaps these people they are my close relatives. *When i say close, means REALLY CLOSE* they were throwing rocks on me when i was drowning. nah....skip them...dont feel like wasting my time writting for jerks!

after few happens, i am awaken and i realise things do not go as easy as i thought since i didnt step out from my world sweet world; i shouldnt let my anger and ego took over me, i should be humble to everysingle thing, open my heart and accept the facts, do not let the facts hit on my face so badly. He told me "You should see the world in another perspective when youre facing problems." i learned a lot from him, and i can see my growth. there is no the end, but there will be always a solution OR/ detour. if not because of him, i guess im still beating in the bush looking for my my-disappear-self. *sob...sob....*

Im back...lolzzzzz...i found myself and i wont disappointed anyone anymore. You will see me out there with a pageant smile. LOLZZZZZZ *BEAUTY QUEEN~bling~*